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Saturday, July 12, 2008

I'm so bothered..>_<...!!!

How should I say this?Ahmmm...I'll tell you first what "good" things happened to me this week(It there is..>_<).

Ok.In this week was our very first P.T. as a Junior. Haaayyyzz....I really miss my classmates. I can still remember that all of us are just studying A.P. every morning of the test days and not cleaning. I remember our adviser ALWAYS(yeah..even not P.T.) scolding us. I missed them really much even our adviser.

Anyway, our P.T. were scheduled in Tuesday and Wednesday. When it was Monday, I can't feel a different aura. Last year, whenever it is the day before the P.T., I can feel that I need to study but now, as if tomorrow is just another normal day.What's happening to me!!!!!!!

I didn't even notice that it was the end of the classes of already. Though I don't have the urge to study, I still brought my books. In our house, I didn't even tell my parents that tomorrow is out tests day. Still, they notice me studying and ask me why am I studying(not a typical question for a student eh?). I didn't answer. Haayyzz.. I can't understand myself!!!

Ok, so it is the Test day already. As I arrived at our school, before I hopped off our vehicle I told my Father that it is our P.T. today. He didn't scold me or anything because they saw me studying last night. When I arrived at our room, many are not there. I guess that they are cleaning. As I sat on my chair, I got my A.P. notebook and studied. Only few of us are studying in that subject. As I read through the pages of my book, I remembered my former classmates again. I could remember that we are still laughing and joking each other that let's not study in that subject.Happy memories.So happy.

After the tests in the first day of the P.T., I went home and slept. After wakign up, I got my notebooks(a lot of them) from my bag. I started studying those subjects. I just cannot understand that why are we not half day the day before the first day of exams where all the hard tests are there? huh? Why? Back on studying, I just studied all the subject test for tomorrow for just 1 hour!! Yes!! Just for 1 hour!!

After studying, I ate my dinner and went to sleep already. I should get a good night sleep that day so that the one I studied will be in my mind still.

I woke up the next day feeling nothing is different. I finished my our tests at an early time. I went down our building and went with my former classmates. I said to myself. Why are they not yet done? Last year, we're finishing the tests at the same time. But now, I'm so ahead of them? Why? I went inside their room and made noise. I didn't notice that Ma'am Bisa still there. Ma'am said to us that that is her first time to see an "N" this noisy. They are blaming it to me. Yeah, I made a mistake once again to them. But why only me? We're talking at the same time and they are just blaming it on me? Good thing that there are still my friends who believe that it wasn't only my fault. That's why I loved them. Though I made suck a mistake to them, they are still there whenever I need them. They can still understand me. TRUE FRIENDS. Good thing I have.

After eating our lunch, I don't have the urge to clean(as usual..). So I just asked my 2 former classmates to just roam around the school grounds. Time by time, we stayed in one place to talk. We talked about our new classmates. It's really nice to tell your TRUE friends what you really feel. Good thing I have.

After the two days of exams, back to our regular schedule. the next days, we checked our papers. I mostly got average grades except for A.P. How could I be better at A.P.!?!?

After another tiring week, here comes weekend. As I sat in front our PC, I asked myself, "Will I be back with them?". I don't know why that question popped into my mind. It just suddenly came out of my brain. Well, I should be back with them because I know that I will be happier with them and I know, I will give happiness to them..

_~Simply me~_

-nobie478-
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